I trust no one totally.

Not even close, ... Once I can transfer my weight to my front leg and just do it with a lot of force, and I don't even think about it, the home runs will come.

I've had this happen before. I'll give it one day and be ready to go (today).

I've hit third all my life. But I'm hitting fourth for the Yankees. You can't beat that.

That hurt me - that's what drove me into depression where I didn't care. Once I saw my grandmother and him, I lost all of what I had in me. I said, 'He's the reason she looks like that.' I'm still not out of it. I get real disturbed at night. Imagine this person you came out of the womb looking up to. It's just tough, man.

It's still stiff and still sore. It's the same as yesterday. I'm day to day.

That just proves I wasn't in the wrong, and that's what this is all about. Yeah, you try to represent the game the right way, but then being told you're in the wrong for reacting to something you didn't start, that's kind of disturbing. That just makes me feel like it's a hypocritical society.

It looks like I'm a 2-year-old who can't relay a message.

It's always my situation. It's always, I've got to be somewhere for one or two years, they re-evaluate you from here and there and then go from there.

It's very difficult to do, especially when you get up in age, to go back out every single day with the same intensity.